Oh, for Heaven's sake

If it's not one thing, it's another. I know just how right that is, too.

I am having a crisis of faith - the "big kind" and in myself, and I really couldn't tell you which one is worse.

Instead of things getting better (or, at least plateauing), they seem to be free-falling into more chaos and uncertainty. I didn't really think things could get any worse, so I figured improvement and something would come of my efforts over the last two years...instead, I seem to have found the world's biggest employment black hole.

Is there a viagra-type pill for my career?

OH wait, what am I saying?

I haven't got a 'career' as such...only a career choice.

And, even if there was a pill, I wouldn't be able to afford it anyhow.